Alone with my own Thoughts

I cannot fathom sitting here in the dark

Cannot wonder why this whiskey bottle sits cutch in one hand

While the other grabs this torn face

As my eyes shot full of this alcohol and tears

I cannot determine a reason why I am left to this solitude

Or how I am lost to here

Lost without the feeling of ones own soul

Cannot feel nor warm or cold

Nor Love or Lust

Just the feeling of a state of nothing

Asking for the breathe of life

Wondering when I can get taken out of the exlie

Now lost to lotter around this world to regain my lifehood

To the cave of a mans mind to one day find thyself better then last time

Valentine's Day

As I run through the list of reason why this day might be special

I can only think about why you are special to you me

The way you go to school in the morning and go to work at night

Still have time to kiss me to sleep

You run to my aid when I need you

You are my black bone

My strength through the days of the passing of great people in my life

As I continue to run you through my mind I can think about your warmth

The way I wake up next to you with a smile

Just to get up to make you your morning coffee

Help you start off your long day of adventure

But today I am going to cancel your classes

Call off work for you

Send you out of town on a mental roller-coaster

With fine wine great food

We done even have to leave the house

I know you done with the outside world

Tonight it will be mines and your world

Do not worry about the no one knocking on the door

You are my gift and blessing to this world

Just do not want to end this night because I know it will be awhile for this to happen again

You are my Valentine’s day and I said happy to me.

By

Charlston Manning